summoning..

haha its chill! thanks!! i'm pushing through! thankfully this is a free program so i won't lose much should I fail but yeah haha

yeah its good to have an income just to take advantage of things like coursera, skillshare and lynda.com  if u have time though for most when u have time (i've had plenty) i usually did 7 day trials of coursera courses and just watched all the videos for all 3-4? courses that gets unlocked and copy assignments into a google doc to do later if i feel like it (also some videos can be downloaded or if not, all have a transcript i also saved in a google doc with some screenshots); skillshare.. i did a free trial by using a youtuber's promo code and then when i was cancelling, they didn't want me to leave after i clicked that its was the money and they gave me another month free??; oe could be free through ur library card which is hella sweet! sorry if you do know all this but thought i'd share! i like this bc its not like actually doing a course/class but your gaining more knowledge.  If you just want to learn on your own terms and also don't need certificates (i think thats rly only coursera), thats my methods :P 

The thing i'm doing was supposed to be a like actual program, not online so that's why its so formal/serious (zoom meetings etc.) They also gave me a 2 month free linkedin learning licence which is cool. That's also a thing- its similar to lynda (i think its now the same company etc), maybe almost the same video library (i havn't checked) but just more select and branded mm

as said it all depends on time! also i mean youtube does have so much.. oh humblebundle does a lot of bundles where some are video courses and first tier is usually like $2 (well its either 1 usd or 1.50 cad i guess) which if you have any money at all can be nice..

i have no clue if any of this is relevant,, ur a teen, u prob know a lot or maybe schools talk abt resources >.<;; i have no clue how teens are these days,, (im 24 and still feel like a baby but yeah i've been out of college for a couple of years by now ^^;;)

this has been my natural progression from i guess saving every art tutorial i found on deviantart bc that's what i did when i was in highschool lmao and read a lot of manga........ idk if there was a lot of youtube videos back then and they just weren't on my radar.. now gosh theres a lot of good tuorials and things there. mainly skillshare is good for art.. but thats moneeey so..

.................right dont ever thing to apologize abt talking in comments at least with me,, as u can see i cannot shut up and i write a lot (ーー;)